妈 Mom...
我爱你，莉比 I love you, Libby.
我爱你，瓢虫 I love you, ladybug.
永远也不要忘记这一点 Don't you ever forget that.
莉比，你即将要告诉我们的， 非常，非常的重要 Libby, what you're about to tell us is very, very important.
班杀了你妈妈和你姐姐们吗？ Did Ben kill your mom and your sisters?
事情发生时你在屋子里 You were in the house when it happened.
所以告诉我们就是班 他杀死了他们，对不对？ So tell us. It was Ben. He killed them, right?
我内心有卑鄙的一面 I have a meanness inside me.
就像一个活生生的器官 Real as an organ.
这是戴家血案 It's the Day blood.
事情就是出错了 Something's fuckin' wrong with it.
那晚他们被杀时我8岁，突然地我就家喻户晓了-- I was eight the night they were killed and suddenly I was famous.
--堪萨斯州草原大屠杀的小孤女 The little orphan girl of the Kansas Prairie Massacre.
因此，陌生人给我钱 So, strangers send me money.
刚好够我什么也不必做 Just enough for me to do nothing.
这也正是我所做的 Which was exactly what I did.
还剩下多少？ How much is left?
你读了我送给你的报告？ Do you read the reports I send you?
有时 Sometimes.
至少你有听了我的信息？ Have you at least listened to my messages?
多少钱？ How much?
有$482元和12美分在你的基金户头 There is $482 and 12 cents left in your fund.
之前我所提到的… Now as I have mentioned before...
天啊… Jesus...
你如果能将它 ...had you been able to replenish it
以任何正常的收入补足 with any kind of regular income,
我们就可以一直勉强过得去 we'd have been able to keep it afloat.
你的租金也二个月没缴了 You're also two months behind on your rent.
你的租金也二个月没缴了
这本书怎么样？嗯？ What about the book? Hmm?
应该可以赚更多钱 That should have made more money.
我知道 有新的捐款人？ -I know. -Any new donations?
三十周年快到了 Thirtieth anniversary is coming up...
你知道，我可以… 人们的注意力是短暂的，莉比 -You know, I could... -People have short attention spans, Libby.
你知道，我可以… 人们的注意力是短暂的，莉比
而且我怕总是会有新的谋杀案 And there's always a new murder, I'm afraid.
他们想要帮助其他的小女孩 They want to help other little girls.
而事实是，你已不再是一个小女孩 And the truth is, you're not a little girl anymore.
我还没准备好 I'm not ready for this.
但在某个方面 But in a way,
它可能变成是因祸得福 it could turn out to be a blessing in disguise.
并引领你的人生进入一个令人兴奋的新阶段 And lead you into an exciting new phase of your life.
当你长大了，你想成为什么样的人？ What do you want to be when you grow up?
你在开我玩笑吗？ Are you fucking kidding me?
在过去，吉姆·杰弗里斯常递给我装满邮件的鞋盒 In the past Jim Jeffries used to hand me bulging shoe boxes full of mail.
这些信件中大多有支票 Most of them letters with checks inside.
作为回报，捐款者会得到 In return, donors would receive
以我厚重笔迹的套用信函，上面写着： a form letter in my blocky handwriting that read...
“谢谢您的捐赠” "Thank you for your donation.
“像你这样的人，让我期待一个更光明的未来” "It's people like you who let me look forward to a brighter future.
“此致，莉比·戴” "Yours truly, Libby Day."
您好？ Hello?
是莱尔·沃思吗？ Is this Lyle Wirth?
是啊，请问是那位？ Yeah, who's asking?
我是莉比·戴，你之前写信给我 It's Libby Day, you wrote me.
哦，天哪！真的吗？莉比·戴？ Oh, holy cow! Really? Libby Day?
你在镇里？ Are you in town?
什么意思，那个镇？ What do you mean, which town?
嗯，你在堪萨斯城，你住这儿，对吗？ Well, you're in Kansas City, that's where you live, right?
喂？ Hello?
是啊，我住在堪萨斯城 Yeah, I live in Kansas City.
听着，你的酬劳，是认真的吗？ Listen, your offer, is it serious?
莱尔·沃思看起来像一个连环杀手 Lyle Wirth looked like a serial killer.
这也可能意味着他不是 Which probably meant he wasn't one.
莱尔？ Lyle?
莉比？ Libby?
嗯，什么？你在等别人吗？ Yeah, what? You were expecting someone else?
嗯，什么？你在等别人吗？
哇，莉比·戴我太激动了，终于见到你了… Wow, Libby Day. I'm so excited to finally meet you...
好，放松 Okay, just fucking relax.
还有，嗯，不用怕 There's, uh, no reason to be scared.
我不是怕你 I'm not scared of you.
我只是想弄清楚你是什么样的人 I'm just trying to figure out what kind of a person
想说他妈的谁会要半夜在洗衣店跟人见面 wants to meet in a laundromat in the middle of the fucking night.
哦，不是你想的那样。这店是我的 Oh, no, it's not what you think. I own this place.
我有二家店，我是一个企业家 I own two of them. I'm an entrepreneur.
我可以提供你什么？ 比如说？ -Can I offer you something? -Like what?
洗涤剂？ Detergent?
要不要来杯咖啡… I was thinking maybe a coffee...
嘿，退回去！ 对不起 -Just take a fucking step back, man! -Sorry.
注意一下个人空间好吗？ What is it with you and personal space?
行 All right.
告诉我这个俱乐部的事 Tell me about this club.
你知道有些人收集棒球卡？ You know how some guys collect baseball cards?
或是看八卦杂志的女性 Or women who read gossip magazines
并对一些名人了若指掌的 and know everything about some celebrity.
像他们的宝宝的名字或他们在那个城镇长大的？ Like their baby's name or the town where they grew up?
俱乐部就是这个样子，只与谋杀案有关 This is like that, only it's about murders.
我们把它叫做杀手俱乐部 We call it the Kill Club.
它并不像听起来那么怪异 It's not as weird as it sounds.
它听起来是很怪异
这就像一堆喜欢真实犯罪和神秘事件的人们 It's like a bunch of people who like true crimes and mysteries.
每个人都有他们热爱的案件 You know, everyone has a case that they are passionate about.
你和你的家人都非常特别，对俱乐部来说意义重大 You and your family are very special. Huge with the club.
我的意思是，这是一个真实发生的悲剧 I mean, it's a real tragedy what happened.
你兄弟在牢里待了28年 Your brother in jail, going on 28 years.
听着，如果你和你的小俱乐部 Look, if you and your little club
想说服我，班是无辜的，你是在浪费时间 want to convince me that Ben's innocent, you're wasting your time.
来吧，就像，就像一个约定 Just come along, it's like... Like a convention.
多少钱？ How much?
五百美元。那里会有很多收藏家 Five hundred dollars. And there will be a lot of collectors there,
因此从你的童年带来任何纪念品… so bring any souvenirs from your childhood...
我要一千 I want a thousand.
我可以给你700 I can give you 700.
然后你告诉我们关于那天发生的事 And you let us pick your brain about what happened that day.
然后你告诉我们关于那天发生的事
好 Fine.
是吗？ Yeah?
是的。成交 Yeah. Deal.
1985年，堪萨斯州，金纳基市
我赌做不到！ I betcha can't!
来，走吧！ Come on, let's go!
嘿！不来点早餐吗？ Hey! What about breakfast?
你不觉得那顶帽子有点热吗？ It's a little warm out for that hat, don't you think?
你不觉得那顶帽子有点热吗？
坐下来，女孩们。坐下 Settle down girls. Settle down.
嘿，班 Hey, Ben.
嘿，莉比 我很喜欢你的盐山 -Hey, Libby. -I like your salt mountain.
哦，是吗？ Oh, yeah?
妈，班和莉比正在桌上胡搞 Mom, Ben and Libby are making a mess at the table.
亲爱的，没关系 Sweetie, it's fine.
米雪，帮每个人都倒杯果汁 Michelle, can you make sure everyone has juice.
妈！莉比拿了我盘子的煎饼 Mom! Libby took my pancake off my plate.
莉比，班… Libby, Ben...
鸡蛋？ Eggs?
妈妈，班在家里戴帽子，根本就不冷。咄！ Mom, Ben's wearing a hat inside. It's not even cold. Duh!
米雪，你说得对。班，你需要脱掉你的帽子 Michelle, you're right. Ben, you need to take off your hat.
在餐桌上载帽子没礼貌 It's not polite to wear a hat at the table.
在餐桌上载帽子没礼貌
班 Ben.
妈，班看起来像他金属乐团海报中的饿鬼 Mom, Ben looks like some ghoul from one of his metal band posters.
为什么？ Why?
这只是头发，别大惊小怪 It's just hair, Mom. Don't freak out.
待会儿回来 - I'll be back later.
这不是我第一次在会议或聚会上拿到钱 It wasn't the first time I'd been offered money for conferences or meetings.
过去多年我一直在提供各种扭曲的交易 I'd been offered all sorts of twisted deals over the years.
要一些糖果吗，小女孩？ Want some sweets, little girl?
莉比！ Libby!
欢迎来到我们的俱乐部 什么？ -Welcome to our club. -What?
我说“欢迎到我们的俱乐部！” I said, "Welcome to our club!"
要不要带你四处看看？ You want me to show you around?
要不要带你四处看看？
我要我的钱 I want my money.
来吧 来楼上瞧瞧 Come on. I'll show you upstairs.
杀手俱乐部或“KC” The Kill Club,
基本上是个著名谋杀案的解谜者与粉丝的俱乐部 or "KC," as we call it, is basically for solvers and fans of famous murders.
每个人从范妮·亚当斯到凶手到… Everyone from Fanny Adams to the killer...
谁是范妮·亚当斯？ Who's Fanny Adams?
1867年时在英格兰，她年仅八岁被切成碎片 She's an eight-year-old who got chopped to bits in England back in 1867.
和你一起走下楼梯的家伙 嗯 -That guy you passed with the sweets downstairs. -Mmm-hmm.
他扮演杀她的凶手，弗雷德里克·贝克 He was playing the role of her murderer, Frederick Baker.
我的老天呀… Jesus Christ...
你们需要一个生命 You guys need to get a life.
是的，我们一直在努力推出角色扮演者 Yeah, we've been trying to push the role players out,
但是，太多人都想要 but, too many guys are into that.
另外，它是我们一个良好的收入来源 Plus, it's a good source of income for us.
我们？ 解谜者 -Us? -The solvers.
我们是一个严肃的组织 We're a serious-minded organization.
我们的阶级成员有前警察， Among our ranks are ex-cops,
私人保险调查员，律师 private and insurance investigators, lawyers.
我们破解案件。我们做这档事。 We solve crimes. It's what we do.
莱尔。你的年轻朋友是谁？ Lyle. Who's your young friend?
鲍勃·布雷德拉，这是莉比·戴 Bob Bredella, this is Libby Day.
呃，是堪萨斯州农场大屠杀那位 Whose, uh, family was at the Kansas farm house massacre.
喔… Oh...
如果你有一只公鸡，现在已成垃圾里的碎片了 If you had a cock you would be in pieces in my garbage right now.
碎肉我不加辣椒 Parts that I didn't use for chili.
碎肉我不加辣椒
他妈的放开你的手！疯子！ Get your fucking hands off me! You freak!
我只是开个玩笑对不起 你觉得好玩吗？ -I'm kidding. I'm sorry. -You think that's funny?
只是在开玩笑 你他妈的肥猪！ -Only kidding. -You fat fuck!
只是在开玩笑 你他妈的肥猪！
这不会是在杀手俱乐部的第一次战斗 That wouldn't have been the first fight at Kill Club,
但它会是最奇怪的 but it would've been the weirdest.
你知道吗，我要走了 You know what, I'm outta here.
不，不，不。莉比，拜托 No, no, no. Libby, please.
我不想再这样做了 I don't want to do this anymore.
不，不我能理解为什么你不喜欢 No, no. I can understand why you wouldn't like it so far.
好 但我们并不全都这样 Okay. But we're not all like that.
你看，给我一个机会。看看这个 Look, just give me a chance. Look at this in here.
这是一群认为他们已经确定连环杀手的PI(私家侦探) It's a bunch of PI's who think they've identified a serial killer.
他们要逮捕某个 They're about to catch some guy
已经跨州的家伙 who has been crossing states.
他在密苏里，堪萨斯，俄克拉荷马等州帮忙杀人 You know, Missouri, Kansas, Oklahoma, to help kill people.
什么意思，帮忙？ What do you mean, help?
什么意思，帮忙？
他们叫他债务天使 They call him the Angel of Debt.
他们认为他像杰克基佛基安(安乐死推广者) They think he's like a Jack Kevorkian
对于信用不良的人， for people with bad credit,
和没有出路而有良好的寿险 good life insurance and no way out.
和没有出路而有良好的寿险
你会喜欢我们的小组 严肃，没有制服 You'll like our group. It's serious, no costumes.
大家好。很荣幸介绍我们的嘉宾， Hi everyone. It's my honor to present our special guest,
和杀手俱乐部的年度明星 and the star of this year's Kill Club.
莉比·戴 Libby Day.
大约凌晨2:00，10月13日，1985年 Around 2:00 a.m. on October the 13th, 1985,
一个或数个人打死了三个戴家的人 a person or persons killed three members of the Day family
在堪萨斯州，他们位于金纳基的农场房子 in their farm house in Kinnakee, Kansas.
最小的孩子，莉比 The youngest child, Libby,
从母亲的房间的窗户逃过一劫 escaped the killer through a window in her mother's room.
老大班杰明没有不在场证明 The oldest child, Benjamin, never produced an alibi
并且对警察非常不合作 and was extremely uncooperative with the police.
莉比作证 Libby testified,
她看到班犯下谋杀罪行 she saw Ben commit the murders.
尽管莉比的困惑证词 Despite Libby's confused testimony,
而且年轻 and young age,
尽管完全缺乏物证 and despite a startling lack of physical evidence,
班·戴被定罪 Ben Day was convicted.
主要基于传言说他参与了魔鬼崇拜 Based largely on rumors that he was involved in Devil worship.
说完了？ You done?
我觉得一般来说是朗纳·戴 I think the general consensus is that Runner Day,
她的父亲干的 her father, did it.
我的意思是，他去找佩蒂想要勒索 I mean, he goes to Patty, tries to bully her for money,
像往常一样一无所获后，他抓狂了 as usual gets nothing, and he goes haywire.
我的意思是，这个家伙疯了，对吧？ I mean, the guy was crazy, right?
对。我不知道… Right. I don't know...
我不了解他，他离开的时候我好像…二岁 Look, I didn't know him, he left when I was, like, two.
他现在在哪里？ 我不知道 -Where is he now? -I don't know.
在米雪的床单有血迹 There was a blood stain on Michelle's bed sheets.
不是这家人的血型 Different blood type than anyone in the family.
但因为床单来自古德威尔 But since the sheets were from Goodwill,
检察官说血迹可能来自任何地方 prosecutor says that blood could have come from anywhere.
是啊，我们是穷人 Yeah, we were poor.
一大堆来自古德威尔的狗屎 A lot of our shit came from Goodwill, okay?
你还记得什么不平常的吗？ Do you remember anything out of the ordinary
那一天发生的？ 像什么？ -happening that day? -Like what?
比如说你母亲对 克瑞丝·凯兹丑闻的反应 Like, how your mother reacted to the Krissi Cates scandal.
谁？ 克瑞丝·凯兹 -Who? -Krissi Cates.
我不知道她是谁 I don't know who that is.
你在书中提到了她 You mentioned her in your book.
我没有写那本书 我甚至没读过 I didn't write that book. I didn't even read it.
那 崔·提帕诺呢？ What about Trey Teepano?
那 班·载呢？你想要听到我说他什么？ What about Ben Day? You want to hear what I have to say about him?
拜托，这是有史以来司法最粗暴的不公 Please, this is the grossest miscarriage of justice ever.
这女人在做什么？ What is this woman's deal?
玛格达正努力于释放你哥 Magda here is very involved in the effort to free your brother.
他是个很棒的人他会画画，写诗 He's a wonderful man. He draws, he writes poetry.
你应该去了解他，莉比，真的应该 You should get to know him, Libby. You really should.
三周后，该窗口将关闭 In three weeks, that window is going to close.
什么？ What?
为了解决这个犯罪 In order to solve this crime,
我们需要编译新的证据， we need to compile new evidence and
如果你不公正，你可以宣布放弃你的证词 if you were inclined, you could recant your testimony
当我们提交人身保护令，时间至关重要 when we file for habeas corpus. But time is of the essence.
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
喔，由于预算削减 Oh, because of budget cuts,
大于10年以上的案件 they are consolidating departments and disposing of evidence
他们正在整合部门和处理证据 from cases older than 10 years.
他们正在整合部门和处理证据
这意味着，在三周后，班的文件将被销毁 Which means, in three weeks' time, Ben's file will be shredded.
你们只是一些喜欢谋杀、 You're just a few people
神秘事件和真正犯罪的人 who like murder mysteries and true crimes...
莉比。班是无辜的，而我们正在努力证明 Libby. Ben is innocent and we're trying to prove it.
他甚至从来没有申请上诉！ He's never even filed for an appeal!
他曾八次有足够的理由上诉，但他已经失去了希望 He's had reason enough for eight appeals but he has lost hope.
很好 Good.
请帮… 不 -Please help... -No.
这不是阴谋论… 嘿，别这样！ -It's not a conspiracy theory... -Hey, don't be like that!
把你的手拿开！ Get your hands off me!
至少留下来试图说服我们 At least stay and try and convince us.
我告诉过你，她不会做的，懒惰的小骗子 I told you she wouldn't bother, lazy little liar.
对，这就是你，你一直就是这样，骗子！ Yes, that's what you are and what you've always been. A liar!
你们不在乎那天晚上发生了什么事 You don't know shit about what happened that night.
你们全不在乎 None of you.
跑！跑！ Run! Run!
不！ --No!
莉比！莉比！ Libby! Libby!
莉比！ Libby!
他们都死了！ They're all dead!
“有一次我在美术课时认识了一个名叫班的” "Once I was in art class and met a boy named Ben.
“这是他的心，我知道我会赢得它” "It was his heart I knew I would win.
“他有蓝色的大眼睛和非常好的皮肤” "He has big blue eyes and really nice skin.
“要来吗？” "Are you 'in'?"
“今天是周六，我想你。猜猜是谁？” "It's Saturday and I'm thinking of you. Guess who?"
嘿，你没看到这里有人吗？ Hey, do you know someone here?
嘿，你没看到这里有人吗？
他 Him.
嘿嘿 Hey. Hey.
嘿，你认识这小子？ Hey, do you know this kid?
不，我不和中学生一挂 No, I don't hang out with middle-schoolers.
滚蛋 - Fuck off.
呵呵，小家伙生气了 Oh, little guy's pissed.
好吧，伙计，这是怎么回事？ 我认识你还是什么？ Okay, dude, what's up? Do I know you or what?
我是 崔的朋友，我总是来这里 I'm a friend of Trey's, I come here all the time.
你这个骗子。那个疯狂的印度仔没有朋友 You liar. That crazy Indian doesn't have any friends.
他真的是印度人？我看起来亚洲人长得都一样 Is he even really Indian? He looks Asian to me.
我想为他是，呃，他们是怎么说的 I think he's, uh, what do they call it,
就像一个混血儿。他就像两个不同的东西 like, a mixed blood. He's like two different things.
因此，像他喝醉的爷爷强奸了一个中国妓女？ So, like, his drunken granddad raped a Chinese whore?
你最好嘴巴放干净点 You better watch your mouth,
崔会让你吓的屁滚尿流 Trey's into some scary ass shit.
崔会让你吓的屁滚尿流
撒旦狗屎 Satanic shit.
是的，我们有时会遇到些漂亮的黑色狗屎 Yeah, we get into some pretty dark shit sometimes.
你是杀牛的那些家伙之一吗？ You're one of the guys that killed the cows?
你是杀牛的那些家伙之一吗？
我们必需这样 We have to.
这是命令 It's an order.
兄弟，这是一个奇怪的命令 这是我的汉堡 Bro, that's a weird order. That was my hamburger.
看他的脸 Look at his face.
有时候，事情已经不行了 我们必须要杀死他们 Sometimes things have to die. We have to kill them.
就像耶稣要求牺牲，撒旦也是 Just like Jesus requires sacrifice, so does Satan.
妈，班有麻烦了吗？ Mom, is Ben in trouble?
不，亲爱的，是班的罚款 No, sweetie, Ben's fine.
你确定？ 米雪，你想要什么？ -Are you sure? -Michelle, what do you want?
你确定？ 米雪，你想要什么？
我听到传言 I heard rumors.
什么样的传言？ What kind of rumors?
妈妈，有车来了！ Mom, there's a car coming!
是谁？ Who is it?
早 Morning.
谢谢 Thank you.
那个小间谍是谁？ Who's the little spy?
那是莉比 That's Libby.
她有像妈妈一样的蓝色大眼睛 She's got big blue eyes like her mom.
她有像妈妈一样的蓝色大眼睛
你家族打那儿来的？爱尔兰？ Where are your people from originally? Ireland?
德国 我的娘家姓克劳斯 Germany. My maiden name was Krause.
靠近方舟市附近还有一个德国农民 There was another German farmer near Ark City.
去年夏天，他的料斗歪了 Last summer, his hopper went screwy
倒了4000磅的小麦在他身上 and dumped 4000 pounds of wheat on him.
可怜的家伙淹在里面 Poor fellow drowned in it.
他们来救他之前他就闷死了 He suffocated before they could get to him.
我知道这个故事 他的农场每况愈下 -I know the story. -His farm's going under.
他欠我们，呃，我的意思是， 联邦住房管理局很多钱 He owed us, uh, I mean, the FHA a lot of money.
为什么你在星期六工作， 约瑟夫，有什么问题吗？ Why you working on a Saturday, Joseph, is something wrong?
为什么你在星期六工作， 约瑟夫，有什么问题吗？
他们要取消抵押品赎回权 They're going to foreclose.
为什么现在？ Why now?
因为他们已经不值钱了 Prices aren't what they used to be.
丰收造成了 A strong harvest is what brought
价格的下跌，明年可能就会改变 those prices down, that could change next year.
你变不出把戏来翻身了 There's no way for you to come out on top.
我可以卖些牲畜，卖一些机器 I could sell the animals, I'll sell some of the machinery.
动物不值多少钱 The animals aren't worth much.
你已经卖了大部分的机器 You already sold most of the machinery.
有个办法 There's got to be a way.
银行表示，他们会回来… 你的银行也破产了 -Banks said they would back... -Your bank's going under, too.
对不起 I'm sorry.
他们只是试图摆脱我们 They're just trying to get rid of us.
他们只是试图摆脱我们
我不知道“他们”是谁 I'm not sure who "they" are.
唯一解决这个问题的方法就是钱 The only way to fix this is money.
我说的是乞求， I'm talking beg,
借用，偷窃 borrow, steal.
自尊的时代已经过了，帕蒂 Time for pride is over, Patty.
莉比？你即将要告诉我们的，非常，非常的重要 Libby? What you're about to tell us is very, very important.
班杀了你妈妈和你的姐姐们吗？ Did Ben kill your mom and your sisters?
事情发生时你在屋里，所以告诉我们 You were in the house when it happened, so tell us.
就是班，他杀死了他们，对不对？ It was Ben, he killed them, right?
听着，我一直在思考 Listen, I've been thinking.
如果我要再多深入调查这个案件， If I were to look into this case some more,
你的俱乐部负担的起费用吗？ is that something your club would be able to finance?
你的俱乐部负担的起费用吗？
你改变主意？ You changed your mind?
没有，就我而言，班是杀手，但… No, as far as I'm concerned Ben is the killer, but...
没有，就我而言，班是杀手，但…
我需要钱 I need money.
我愿意提供我在俱乐部3周任你差遣 I'm willing to offer your club three weeks of my life in exchange.
听起来并不怎么样 That doesn't sound very noble.
随你 不，等等。莉比，莉比 -Whatever. -No, wait. Libby. Libby.
你真的与朗纳没有联系？ Do you really have no contact with Runner?
你真的与朗纳没有联系？
没有 No.
那么，跟踪他应该是个好点子 Well, it might be a good idea to track him down.
虽然，我个人不认为是朗纳干的 Although, personally I don't think Runner did it.
虽然，我个人不认为是朗纳干的
你的理论呢？ What's your theory?
我还没准备好要分享 I'm not quite ready to share that yet.
哦，少来！如果班是无辜的，他为什么不设法脱身？ Oh, come on! If Ben is so innocent, why doesn't he try to get out?
也许你应该和他谈谈 Maybe you should go talk to him.
也许你应该和他谈谈
不 No.
我们先从其他人开始 We start with other people first.
这是什么？ 跟钱有关？ What is it? Is it a money thing?
我只是不喜欢浪费我的时间，好吗？ I just don't like wasting my time, okay?
我只是不喜欢浪费我的时间，好吗？
好 Okay.
$300…如何？ How about... $300?
你从哪里得到这些钱？ Where do you get this money?
作为掌柜，我有些可自由运用的资金 As treasurer, I have a certain amount of discretionary funds.
这个计划我打算花这些钱 This is the project I choose to use them for.
什么？有什么好笑的？ --What? What's so funny?
你是一个高尚的贪污犯，所以很有趣 You're a noble embezzler. That's what's funny.
真讨人喜欢 谢谢 -That makes you almost likable. -Thanks.
我还提前需要500元 I need 500 more. An advance.
为什么？ Why?
因为我得到店里取车 'Cause I got to get my car out of the shop.
因为我得到店里取车
它已经被挟持六个月了 It's been held hostage for the last six months.
它已经被挟持六个月了
我需要一辆车 I'm going to need a car.
没问题 All right.
你最好有好表现 是啊，是啊，我会的 -You better play ball. -Yeah, yeah, I will.
去看看班 Go see Ben.
这一切都始于他 It all starts with him.
不，这一切与他结束。他杀了他们 No, it all ends with him. He killed them.
不，这一切与他结束。他杀了他们
我是认真的 莉比，去和他谈谈 I'm serious, Libby, go talk to him...
很好！我会跟他谈！ Fine! I'll talk to him!
只是为了证明你完全错了 Just to prove you freaks wrong.
让胖婊子玛格达哭 Make that fat bitch Magda cry.
我想… I think...
当我站在我妈房间的门前时我看到了班 I saw Ben as I was standing at the door of my mom's room.
他用我们的猎枪威胁她 He was threatening her with our shotgun.
撒旦鼓励你做感觉良好的事 Satan encourages you to do what feels good.
因为基本上我们都是野兽 Because we're all basically animals.
因为基本上我们都是野兽
坐下。安静 - Settle down. Quiet.
班杰明，你真的明白这个非常重要，是吗？ Benjamin, you do understand this is very serious, don't you?
嗨，莉比 Hi, Libby.
嘿，班 Hey, Ben.
我从来没有想过会在这里见到你 I never thought I'd see you here.
是啊，我从来没有想过我会来 Yeah well, I never thought I'd come.
原来你外头有一堆粉丝 Turns out you got a couple of fans outside.
人们把你视为受害者，演的真好 People who take you for the victim, well played.
过去这些年我一直在想你的事 I thought about you a lot over the years.
每过一段时间，有人告诉我你 Every once in a while, someone tells me about you
但感受完全不同 but it's not the same.
过的怎么样？ How's it in there?
我很好。真的。我有高中毕业文凭 I'm fine. Really, I am. I have my high school diploma.
我用其他方式取得一个大学学位--英语 I'm even part way to a college degree. English.
我现在他妈的在读莎士比亚 I read fucking Shakespeare now.
对你有好处 Good for you.
莉比，你真漂亮 Man, Libby, you're so beautiful.
莉比，你真漂亮
你有妈妈的眼睛 You've got Mom's eyes.
你必需一直听到那个 You must hear that all the time.
谁可以告诉我吗？ Who would tell me that?
朗纳不见了，不知道在哪里 Runner's gone, don't know where.
戴安娜死了 Diane's dead.
身边一个人都没有 There's no one.
这样不好。他们应该给你你更好的照顾 That's not good. They should've taken better care of you.
你重生了吗？嗯？ You're born again? Hmm?
你在那里找到了耶稣？为什么你对我这么好？ You found Jesus in there? Why are you being so nice to me?
我不是很好，莉比 I'm not that nice, Libby.
我生一大堆人的气 I got a lot of anger for a lot of people.
只是，你不是其中之一 Just, you're not one of them.
怎么了？ What?
你不一样了 You're different.
你比我想像的还不同 You're different than I imagined.
你比我想像的还不同
你知道，我们不需要留在这个房间里 You know, we don't have to stay in this room.
这间房被指定给死刑犯 This room is designated for death row inmates.
我们可以在一个开放的房间 We can be in an open room.
除非你要这一个？ Unless you requested this one?
记得那匹马，耶鲁？ Remember that horse, Yellow?
耶鲁？ Yellow?
那匹拒绝被骑的名马？ The famous horse that refused to be ridden?
怎么，它咬你？ 没那么戏剧性 -What, did he bite you? -Nothing that dramatic.
只是觉得我有好好的抓住它时， Just thought I had a good hold of him,
它把我甩在栅栏上 he threw me against the fence
把我的手甩在一个钉子上 and slammed my hand against a nail.
朗纳在这里？ Runner been in here?
你知道他在哪里？ You know where he is?
最后一封信来自 The last letter came care of
在奥克拉何马州某处的伯特·诺兰集团男性之家 Bert Nolan's Group Home for Men somewhere in Oklahoma.
他跟我要500美元来继续他的研究 He asked me for $500 to carry on his research
祝好。朗纳 on my behalf. Good ol' Runner.
你手上的刺青是什么意思？ What's the tat on your arm?
哦，这是一个古老的火焰 Oh, it's a old flame.
我们开始当笔友 We started out as pen pals.
我想我爱她 我以为我们会结婚 I thought I loved her. Thought we'd get married.
你呢？ 你有男朋友吗？ How about you? You got a boyfriend?
你呢？ 你有男朋友吗？
别那样 Don't do that.
你怎么可以？ 你不能这样做 How dare you? You don't get to do that.
莉比，我… Libby, I'm...
不，你不可以问我他妈的这些问题 No, you don't get to ask me fucking questions.
我的意思是，我妹妹来了 I mean, here comes my little sister
毕竟这么多年了 而且我想 after all these years. And I'm thinking,
“也许这件事可以落幕了” "Maybe this one thing will work out."
也许我不会他妈的那么孤独 Maybe I won't be so fucking lonely.
也许我不会他妈的那么孤独
我们可以谈一匹该死的马 We can talk about a goddamn horse,
这就是我所要的 that's all I'm asking for,
就像这样微小的事情 something just as tiny as that.
就像这样微小的事情
我不记得马 I don't remember the horse.
耶鲁？ Yellow?
它是一只肮脏的农场老马 但它是你的马 It was a dirty old farm horse. But it was your horse.
我怎么不记得？ How come I can't remember him?
当妈妈不得不卖掉它时你还小 You were pretty young when Mom had to sell him.
她伤心欲绝 但她需要钱 Broke her heart, but she needed the money.
我可以告诉你，关于它的一切 I can tell you all about him.
来吧，问问题 Go ahead, ask the question.
我不需要问 我知道你杀了他们 I don't need to ask. I know you killed them.
不，我没有 No, I did not.
当然没有，我是一个在满房间女孩的十几岁少男 Of course not, I was a teenage boy in a house full of girls.
在学校里没有人注意我 At school I was the kid that nobody paid attention to.
在法庭时，人们被我吓坏了 In that court room, people were scared of me.
我是一个坏蛋 I was a bad ass.
一个杀了他家人的坏蛋 A bad ass who killed his family.
莉比，我是傻瓜 Libby, I was a fool,
但我没有杀妈妈或黛比或米雪 but I did not kill Mom or Debby or Michelle.
那么，为什么有你从来没有申请上诉？ Then why have you never filed for an appeal?
嗯？ Hmm?
你这么喜欢那里， 你想待在那里？ You like it so much in there, you want to stay there?
你知道我怎么想？ 我觉得你满口谎言 You know what I think? I think you're full of shit.
你看起来真棒。告诉你 You look awesome. Told ya.
你不觉得对你来说我太老了吗？ You don't think I might be too old for you, huh?
什么意思？
是说17岁对你的品味来说太老了 Means that 17 might just be too old for your taste.
来吧 Come on.
来吧，班。专心。 来吧。宝贝 Come on, Ben. Focus on me. Come on, baby.
你就这点本事？ Is that all you got?
我今天在商场看到一对夫妇朋友 You know, I saw a couple of friends today at the mall.
你知道一个叫克瑞丝·凯兹的小女孩？ You know a little girl named Krissi Cates?
嗯，是的 Um, yeah.
她在我课后协助的美术班上。怎么了？ She's in that art class I've been helping out with after school. Why?
她在我课后协助的美术班上。怎么了？
你从来没有告诉过我美术课，班 You never told me about no art class, Ben.
啊，我只是帮助孩子 Yeah, well, I'm just helping kids.
一个老师要我帮忙的 One of my old teachers asked me to.
好了，他们说警察正在找你 Well, they say the police are looking for ya.
他们说你对一些小女孩做了一些顽皮的事 They say you did some naughty things to some little girls.
每个人都叫你性变态 Everyone's calling you a perv.
每个人都叫你性变态
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
我爱你 I love you.
嘘～ Shh...
宝宝在踢 The baby's kicking.
黛安阿姨！ It's Aunt Diane!
车里有更多的袋子 There are more bags in the car,
装了很多惊喜！去拿吧。 with some surprises! Go get them.
装了很多惊喜！去拿吧。
你不用这样的 这是我该做的 -You shouldn't have. -It's what I do.
你还好吗？ Are you okay?
穷途末路了 The wolves are at the door.
太多了 That's too much.
我爱这片土地 I love the land.
就像爱你的孩子 It's like loving your kids.
我知道你可能不懂我的意思， I know you probably don't know what I mean,
是种压倒一切的感觉 but it's this overwhelming feeling.
是种压倒一切的感觉
看着它成长、繁殖。周而复始。 Watching it grow and produce. And reproduce.
但是，你每天只能工作这么多小时， But you can only work so many hours a day,
每周这么多天，佩蒂 and so many days a week, Patty.
你什么都靠自己，从来没有任何机会 All by yourself, you never stood a chance.
你早该像我一样做，离开这个地方 You should have done like me and left this place.
你这么聪明，早该去上大学 You should have gone to college, you're the brains.
这是爸爸妈妈的农场 It's Mom and Dad's farm.
我知道 I know.
是时候该放手了 我没有看到班 It's time to let it go. I don't see Ben.
他一早就离开了 He left early this morning.
他最近怎么样？ How are things with him?
很麻烦 Difficult.
他在哪里？ Where is he?
不知道，怎么了？ I don't know, why?
所以，你觉得，是个男孩还是女孩？ So what do you think, is it a boy or a girl?
我不知道。我怎么会知道？ I don't know. How would I know?
我不知道。我怎么会知道？
哦，所以你是说你不在乎 Oh, so you're saying you don't care.
不，我当然关心 嗯,嗯 -No, I do care. -Mmm-hmm.
实际上我在想如果是女的要取什么名字 I was actually thinking of some names if it's a girl.
那么，要不要说来听听？ Well, do you care to share?
嗯，还没想好 Mmm, not yet.
你肯定米雪还没有发现？ Are you sure Michelle hasn't found out?
你肯定米雪还没有发现？
她什么都没说 She hasn't said anything.
这个小黄鼠狼 That little weasel.
我发誓，如果她被我逮到的话… You know, I swear if I ever get my hands on her...
闭嘴 Shut up.
你知道，我答应过我爸，班 You know I've promised my Dad, Ben.
他说，如果他发现我不是一个处女了 他会用枪打爆我的头 He said if he ever found out I wasn't a virgin anymore he'd shoot me in the head.
他说，如果他发现我不是一个处女了 他会用枪打爆我的头
所以，告诉你多嘴的妹妹 So you tell your nosy little sister
别在学校给我说三道四 to stop talking shit about me at school.
在我爸发现之前 - Before he finds out.
嘿，我是崔 Hey, it's Trey!
他妈的离开给我滚蛋 Quit fucking around and get out of there.
你不认识他，班 You don't know him, Ben.
你不知道他会做什么 You don't know what he's capable of.
你不知道他会做什么
你知道吗，我觉得在我们的父母回来前 我们应该离开镇上 You know, I think we should leave town before our parents get back.
好 Okay.
真的吗？这么简单 Really? That easy.
什么？ 你要靠什么养活我们？ -What? -How are you going to support us?
什么？ 你要靠什么养活我们？
你必须找到一份工作，或… You'll have to get a job or...
我不知道 跟朗纳要钱 I don't know, ask Runner for money.
朗纳？我爸？ Runner? My dad?
是啊。他在工作吧？ Yeah. He makes money, right?
他做些杂务，苦力，劳工… He does handyman stuff, for work, labor...
他在农场工作 你在开玩笑吗？ -He works on farms. -Are you kidding?
是啊，不然你以为呢？ Well, yeah, what did you expect?
是啊，不然你以为呢？
崔！班不知道他爸的事！ Trey! Ben doesn't know about his dad!
你这个可怜的酒囊饭袋 You sorry sack of shit.
你不知道你爸的事？真他妈的见鬼了，老兄 You don't know about your dad? What the fuck, dude?
嘿，班。你在抽烟你爸的烟草，哥们 Hey, Ben. You're smoking your dad's weed, buddy.
你们在说什么？ What are you guys talking about?
他欠了一大笔赌债。听说他在德州。 It's crap and he overcharges. Said he got it in Texas.
我们去找朗纳，亲爱的 Let's go find Runner, honey.
我们可以得到一些钱 离开这个鬼地方 So we can get some money. Get the hell out of here.
整个美国的青少年都在玩 Teenagers across America are playing
一个新的可怕的游戏 with a new and frightening game.
撒旦 Satanism.
他们的课本标画了撒旦的符号 Their school books are marked up by Satanic symbols.
他们受重金属英雄诱惑 They are seduced by heavy metal heroes,
许多人放映撒旦影像 many of whom feature Satanic imagery
在他们的歌曲和专辑封面 in their songs and album covers.
关于暴力的执着，邪恶和死亡 The fixation on violence, evil and death
导致他们犯下可恶的罪行 leads them to commit abominable crimes,
包括人类祭品和儿童的性虐待 including human sacrifice and sexual abuse of children.
我们正处在一个新撒旦时代的阵痛期 We're in the very throes of a new Satanic age...
当时每个人。警察，法官，精神病学界 Everyone at the time. Police, judges, the psychiatric community,
他们看到邪恶无所不在 they were seeing Satanists everywhere.
不是吗？ And there weren't?
一些失落，失意的孩子唱这些歌词太夸张？ A few lost, frustrated kids take those lyrics too literally?
没错，但真正罪犯邪恶的呢？ Yes, but real criminal Satanists?
调查员怎么说？ What did the investigation say?
犯罪现场被污染 The crime scene was contaminated.
人们整天在房子进进出出 People traipsing in and out of the house all day
违反了警察所有的程序规则，但没人在意 was against all the rules of police procedure, but no one cared.
他们有完美的罪魁祸首 They had the perfect culprit,
在一个没人喜欢城里的陌生少年 a strange teenage boy that no one in town liked much
还听重金属。就是这么方便。 and listened to heavy metal. You know, it was convenient.
我有这些文件你可以看看 I've got the files so you can take a look.
莉比，这不是一个请求 这是工作的一部分 Libby, it's not a request. It's part of the job.
真的吗？就像是你们要班出来 Seriously? It's like you guys want Ben out
而不管他所做的。实在荒谬 more than he does. It's ridiculous.
你觉得他怎么样？ What did you think of him?
我不知道，莱尔 I don't know, Lyle.
你有没有听说过他和他的严肃女友？ Did you ever hear about him with his serious girlfriend?
莫莉还是波莉？类似的 Molly or Polly? Something like that.
不，从没听过 No. It doesn't ring a bell.
也许没什么 It's probably nothing.
他的手臂有个刺青 He had a tattoo of it on his arm.
这也可能是另一个玛格达 It's probably another Magda.
你想说什么？ Will you just tell me?
告诉我，你认为是谁做的？ Just tell me, who do you think did it?
我觉得是娄·盖兹干的 I think Lou Cates did it.
克瑞丝·盖兹的父亲 Krissi Cates' father.
他有暴力史 Found out he had a history of violence,
加重刑期入狱 went to jail for aggravated battery.
加重刑期入狱
你仍然不知道克瑞丝·盖兹是谁吧？ You still have no idea who Krissi Cates is, do you?
你仍然不知道克瑞丝·盖兹是谁吧？
不 No.
莉比… Libby...
拜托，我知道你讨厌这么做，但能不能试试？ Come on, I know you hate doing this, but could you try?
你已经不能脱身了，就试试吧。你很聪明 You're stuck with us anyway, just try. You're smart,
你自己会发现事情不对劲。只要… you'll see for yourself that something's not right. Just...
只要看看文件 Just take a look at the folder.
来吧，你会看到的，拜托 Come on, you'll see. Please.
从我7岁起，我只看到班的片断 Since I was seven I'd only seen flashes of Ben.
像在鬼屋中的一些邪恶的实体 Like some evil entity in a haunted house.
但是，我都忘了班原来的样子 But I'd forgotten there was once just Ben.
我的兄弟 My brother.
严重害羞 Shy. Serious.
无法做他们说的 Couldn't have done what they said.
我所说的 What I said.
克瑞丝·盖兹的骚扰和谋杀没有法律关联 The molestation of Krissi Cates and the murders weren't legally linked.
但是每个人都听到了传闻，陪审团肯定对他非常反感 But everyone had heard the rumors and the jury was surely poisoned against him.
奇怪的是 Oddly,
所有的小女孩全都退缩 而且盖兹家从来没有提出控告 all the little girls backed down and the Cates family never pressed charges.
杀手俱乐部在堪萨斯的恩波里亚找到克瑞丝·凯兹的母亲 The Kill Club found Krissi Cates mother in Emporia, Kansas.
但她从不回电 But she'd never returned their calls.
你从不留讯息给你真的想联络的人 You never leave a message for someone you really want to reach.
你一直一直不停的打电话，直到某人拿起话筒 You keep calling and calling until somebody picks up.
没有愤怒，好奇，或只是恐惧 Out of anger, curiosity or just fear.
您好？ - Hello?
您好？ Hello?
很抱歉，吵醒你了？ I'm so sorry, did I just wake you up?
我不知道这么晚了 I didn't realize how late it was.
我可以待会儿再打过来 I can call back later.
你是谁？ Who is this?
我是斯蒂芬妮·亚当斯，克瑞丝的老朋友 My name is Stephanie Adams, I'm an old friend of Krissi's,
我只是在找她… 天哪！你们这些人就只会不停地打电话 -I was just looking for her... -Christ! You people won't stop calling
直到我给你你想要的，对不对？ until I give you what you want, right?
我不知道你在说什么，女士 I have no idea what you're talking about, ma'am.
我只是一个老朋友在找她 I'm just an old friend looking for her,
我想也许你能帮助我 I thought maybe you could help me.
我想也许你能帮助我
你叫什么名字？萨莉？ What was your name? Sally?
是啊，我的名字是莎莉·亚当斯 Yeah, my name is Sally Adams.
听着，莎莉 Listen, Sally,
我已经再嫁，与我以前的家人几乎没有联系了 I've remarried and I have very little contact with my previous family.
我懂了 Got it.
你会不会刚好有娄的电话，或者知道哪里可以找到他？ You don't by chance have a number for Lou or know where I can find him?
我猜娄会在堪萨斯州的某个酒吧 Lou would be in some bar in Kansas, I'd guess.
至于克瑞丝，在I-70公路向西行驶。刚过哥伦比亚 As for Krissi, drive west on I-70. Just past Columbia.
左转进入大型的脱衣舞俱乐部 Take a left into the giant strip club.
就会找到她 You'll find her.
不要再打电话 Don't call again.
戴太太。我叫你到管理区来 Mrs. Day. I've called you down to the precinct
是关于你儿子的一些严重指控 due to some serious allegations about your son.
他在学校怎么样？他受欢迎吗？ How's he regarded in school? Is he a popular kid?
他有很多朋友 He has lots of friends.
他有很多朋友
据我们了解，他有点不合群 From what we understand, he's a bit of a loner.
这证明什么？ So what does that prove?
这证明什么？
你有四个孩子，对吗？ You have four children, correct?
是的 Yes.
同一个爸爸？ Same father?
是 Yes.
戴太太 Mrs. Day,
我们有四个小女孩说班摸了她们的私处 we've got four little girls who say that Ben touched them in their private areas.
他把他们带到农场并进行某种… That he took them to some farm and performed certain...
与魔鬼崇拜仪式的相关行为 ...acts associated with ritualistic Devil worship.
某个农场？班连一辆车也没有 Some farm? Ben doesn't even have a car.
你不知道班 You don't know Ben.
你不知道班
撒旦崇拜并不少见 Satanic worship is not uncommon.
它找到进入这个社会的各个领域的方式 It's made its way into all areas of the community,
他们仪式的一部分涉及儿童的降解 and part of their rituals involve the degradation of children.
你有什么证据？任何证人？ Do you have any evidence? Any witnesses?
除了一些12岁女孩 Besides some 12-year-old girls...
我们得到班留在克瑞丝·盖兹更衣室的笔记本 We got the note Ben left in Krissi Cates' locker.
我们需要跟律师谈 We need to speak to a lawyer.
你一定要明白虐待通常开始在家里 You do realize that abuse usually starts at home.
戴太太，你有三个小女孩 Mrs. Day, with three little girls,
如果我是你，我会比任何人更想知道真相 if I were you, I'd want the truth out more than anyone.
如果我是你，我会比任何人更想知道真相
盖兹太太？ 是的？ -Mrs. Cates? -Yes?
我帕蒂·戴。 班·戴的母亲 I'm Patty Day. Ben Day's mother.
这是班·戴的母亲 It's Ben Day's mother.
你可以把这些告诉我 Can you take these and show me
到底发生了什么？ exactly what happened?
谢谢 Thank you.
克瑞丝？ Krissi?
克瑞丝，我是帕蒂·戴 Krissi, I'm Patty Day.
我是班的妈妈 I'm Ben's mom.
我不要她在这里 I don't want her here.
我不希望她在这里！你答应我了！ 好、好 -I don't want her here! You promised! -Okay. Okay.
我们不安全！ We're not safe!
我们听说过你 We've heard about you.
家里有四个孩子，养不起他们任一个！ Got four kids at home, can't afford one of them!
他们的爸爸喝醉了，如果还没更差的话 Their daddy's a drunk, if not worse.
你的福利！ You're on welfare!
你的膳食来自食物银行和耶稣基督 Your meals come from a food bank and Jesus Christ,
你让你的儿子这样做！ you've let your son do this!
我希望你没有藏匿他。警方正在寻找他 I hope you're not hiding him. Police are looking for him.
我发誓我正在试着找他 I'm trying to find him, I swear.
我发誓我正在试着找他
班会下地狱！ Ben is going to hell!
克瑞丝？ Krissi?
是？ Yeah?
你有时间聊一下吗？ 关于什么？ -Do you have time for a little chat? -About what?
老实说，谈谈班·戴 To be frank, it's about Ben Day.
请我喝一杯 当然 -Buy me a drink. -Sure.
这是？ Who's this?
这是莉比。她与我一道。要帮你点什么？ This is Libby. She's with me. What can I get you?
伏特加蔓越莓，双份 Vodka cranberry, double.
二份 Make it two.
所以…班·戴，嗯？ So... Ben Day, hmm?
他真的搞砸了我的生活 He really fucked up my life.
你说你被他性骚扰？ You maintain you were molested by him?
你说你被他性骚扰？
我那时11岁，他16岁 I was 11 and he was 16.
他和我在放学后开始到处闲晃 He started hanging around with me after school.
他和我在放学后开始到处闲晃
我经常那样 I got that a lot.
我是一个可爱的孩子，我们有很多的钱 I was a cute kid. And we had lots of money.
继续 Go on.
他会带我进入衣柜 He would take me into the closet
并让我对他进行口交 and make me perform oral sex on him
让我宣誓效忠撒旦 while making me pledge allegiance to Satan.
嗨宝贝，给我一包薯条 Hey, baby, let me get a bag of chips.
嗨宝贝，给我一包薯条
你不介意吧？ You don't mind, do you?
无论如何，班和我在一起一直偷偷摸摸地 Anyway, Ben was pretty sneaky with me.
我的意思是，他那里有一个祭坛 I mean, he had an altar in there.
倒挂的十字架，一些动物的尸体 Upside-down cross. Some dead animals.
祭品之类的 Sacrificed things.
这就是为什么我认为他将用这方式来杀我 That's why I thought that he was working his way up to killing me,
但他杀死他的家人替代杀我 but he killed his family instead.
但他杀死他的家人替代杀我
他们全家是魔鬼崇拜 His whole family was devil worshiping.
他们全家是魔鬼崇拜
嗯 Um...
当你告诉你爸班对你做的事后，他有什么反应？ How did your dad react when you told him what Ben had done to you?
上帝，他是那么的过度保护我 他去完全爆发了 God, he was so over-protective. He went totally ballistic.
有时我想，若我爸找到班 Sometimes I think, had my dad had found Ben,
他会杀了他而班的家人会还活着 he would have killed him and Ben's family would still be alive.
你爸爸住在这附近？ Your dad live around here?
不，我们失去了联系 No, we lost touch.
嘿，你能不能借我20块钱？ Hey, can you lend me 20 bucks?
可以给我你爸爸的地址？ Can we get your dad's address?
我告诉过你，我们没联络了 I just told you. That we're out of touch.
是啊，我知道，但我敢肯定有方法… 莱尔 -Yeah, I know, but I'm sure there's a way... -Lyle.
看好支票 Take care of the check.
你是说多少？ How much did you say?
你知道吗，填上50。我会完全还给你 You know what, make it 50. I'll totally pay you back.
我给你一支笔，你可以写下姓名和地址 I'll give you a pen, you can write down your name and address.
这里 Here.
莉比·戴 Libby Day.
我的名字是莉比·戴 你这个撒谎妓女 My name is Libby Day you lying whore.
别丢了 Don't lose that.
伯特·诺兰家 Burt Nolan Home.
嘿，我在寻找一个朗纳，还是罗纳德·戴 Hey, I was looking a Runner, or a Ronald Day. Is he staying with you?
他和你在一起？ Hey, I was looking a Runner, or a Ronald Day. Is he staying with you?
好了，他一直来来去去 你可以给他留个话 Well, he's been in and out. But I'd be happy to give him a message.
你可以请他给我回电话？ 我叫莉比·戴 Could you ask him to call me back? My name's Libby Day.
这非常重要 It's kind of important.
请你告诉他，我需要和他谈谈 有关班及那晚发生了什么事？ Would you tell him I need to talk to him about Ben and what happened that night?
班及那一夜，好的 Ben and that night. Okay.
那晚 That night.
从我会走路起，我一直在梦游 I'd been a sleepwalker since I could walk.
当我在到床上与她一起睡时，我妈通常动也不动 My mom usually didn't move when I got in bed with her.
但是，那天晚上，她转向我，告诉我她爱我 But, that night, she turned to me and told me she loved me.
她几乎从不告诉我们她爱我们 She hardly ever told us she loved us.
这就是为什么我还记得它 That's why I remember it.
我无法详谈这些想法 I can't dwell on these thoughts.
我已经标记这些回忆， 就好像它们是一个特别危险的地区 I've labeled these memories as if they were a particularly dangerous region.
黑暗的地方 Dark place.
米雪的日记 Michelle's diary.
我都忘了又烂又爱管闲事的米雪的模样 I'd forgotten what a rotten busy-body Michelle was.
在最后几页，她不停地写关于班的女朋友，狄翁札 In her last pages, she kept writing about Ben's girlfriend, Diondra,
是一个邪恶的妓女 as an evil whore.
我从来不记得班有过一个女朋友 I don't ever remember Ben ever having a girlfriend.
狄翁札 维茨纳 Diondra Wertzner.
我是个坏妈妈 I'm a bad mother.
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
就我而言你是女超人 You're Superwoman as far as I'm concerned.
就我而言你是女超人
你让农场运作下去 抚养四个孩子 You keep the farm going, you raise four kids,
每天让他们上学 get them to school every day
你滴酒不沾做到这些 and you don't drink a gallon of bourbon to do it.
不，那警察是正确的 No, that cop was right.
如果家里没出问题的话 If things weren't bad at home,
班不会出这么大的麻烦 Ben wouldn't be in so much trouble.
班不会出这么大的麻烦
根本来说，他是个好孩子 Fundamentally he's a good boy.
有时候，我觉得如果我消失了是不是比较好 Sometimes I think it'd be better if I disappeared.
哦，是吗？ Oh, yeah?
那孩子怎么办？ And what about the kids?
他们可以过去跟你 They could go with you.
他们离开堪萨斯城会比较好 They'd be better off in Kansas City.
爸爸是个疯子，而我是个输家 Father's a nut job and I'm a failure.
这是朗纳的新车 That's Runner's new car.
要我和你一起去？ Do you want me to come in with you?
不，我会没事的 No, I'll be okay.
妈咪！爸爸在这里！ Mommy! Daddy's here!
他带了甜甜圈！ And he brought doughnuts!
你需要集中精神，非常小心 Nothing concentrates the attention more
不然就会被野兽所杀 than an animal that can kill you.
不然就会被野兽所杀
女儿们，你们知道你们不应该 Girls, you know you're not supposed
当我不在时让任何人进房子的 to let anyone in the house when I'm away.
但是，妈妈，是爸爸 现在，爸爸需要离开 -But, Mom, it's Daddy. -And now Daddy needs to leave.
拜托！ Come on!
我们谈谈！ Let's talk!
我没心情，朗纳 I'm in no mood, Runner.
韦恩艾弗里告诉我 你刚刚卖掉耕耘机 Vern Evelee told me. You just sold the tiller.
是啊，这笔钱不见了 Yeah, and that money's gone.
这钱我一拿到就不见了 你很清楚 That money is gone as quick as I get it. You should know that.
你从来没有像你说的那么一文不值过 You're never as broke as you say.
我只是需要足够的现金去德州 I just need enough cash to get to Texas.
很抱歉，我不能帮你 I'm sorry, I can't help you.
帕蒂，我在这里真的有麻烦 Patty, I'm in a real jam here.
这是生死交关的事 This is life or death stuff.
朗纳… Runner...
我正在处理非常糟的事 I am dealing with some really bad stuff.
真的吗？ Oh, really?
班有了大麻烦 Ben is in big trouble.
真糟。他需要一个律师 It's bad. He'll need a lawyer.
所以你是有钱的 So you do have money.
不，我没有 No, I don't.
律师费钱 Lawyers cost money.
好了，所以你得到了首饰，不是吗？ Okay, so you got jewelry, don't you?
你拿到一些首饰，我给你的那个戒指呢？ You got some jewelry, what about that ring I gave you?
订婚戒指？ 是啊，订婚戒指 -The engagement ring? -Yeah, the engagement ring.
如果有什么是有价值的东西 几年前我就把它当掉了 If what was worth anything I would have pawned it off years ago.
那这个呢？ 那这个呢？ What about this? What about this?
这些都是真正的红宝石，对不对？ Those are real rubies, right?
这是我祖母穿过的，你知道 That is my grandmothers cross and you know how much
这对我意味深长并且保留在我的家族 that means to me and that stays in my family.
这对我意味深长并且保留在我的家族
你真的很可怜，帕蒂 You're going to be really sorry, Patty.
我已经可怜很久了 I've been sorry a long time.
再见，女孩 Bye, girls.
你妈妈是一个婊子！ Your mom is a cunt!
感谢他妈的什么都没有！ Thanks for fucking nothing!
我们再一个小时才营业 We don't open for another hour.
哦，对不起，亲爱的 这是一个男人的宿舍 Oh, I'm sorry, honey. This is a men's hostel.
我在找人。朗纳·戴。 你是经理？ I'm looking for someone. Runner Day. Are you the manager?
经理，会计师，牧师 Manager, accountant, priest.
但他又走了 But he's gone again.
这里不许饮酒 他刚刚第三次罢工 I don't allow drinkers here, and he just got his third strike.
你知道我在那里能找到他吗？ You know where I could find him?
嗯，我敢打赌他在有毒的垃圾场 Well, I would bet anything he's living at that toxic waste site.
一个给蚱蚂诱饵的古老地点 That's an old dumping spot for grasshopper bait.
装载有砷 Loaded with arsenic.
要有失望的心理准备 Just prepare yourself for some disappointment.
我不知道该怎么说 I wonder what it said about me?
我自己的父亲活在有毒废物倾倒场 That my own father was living in a toxic waste dump.
想都别想… Don't even think about...
把枪放下！ 是你的女儿！ Put the gun down! It's your daughter!
证明给我看 Prove it.
我没法子证明 I can't prove it.
好了好了，下来吧 Well, well, come on down.
下来吧！ Come on down!
不，不要碰我 No, don't touch me.
爸爸接着你了 把你的手拿开！ -Daddy's got ya. -Get your hands off me!
还记得你 是一个小女孩？ Remember when you were a little girl?
不！不！ 说大爷！ -No! No! -Say uncle!
不！让我走！ 说大爷！ -No! Let me go! -Say uncle!
不！大爷！ 说大爷！ -No! Uncle! -Say uncle!
他妈的！ Fuck!
天啊 Jesus.
从上次我见到你过多久了？ How long has it been since I've seen you?
你还记得我送你的火鹤烟灰缸？ Do you remember that flamingo ashtray I sent you?
是啊，我10岁而且不吸烟 Yeah, when I was 10 years old and a non-smoker.
不错吧，嗯？ Nice, huh?
你知道为什么我来这里，朗纳 You know why I'm here, Runner.
是说出谋杀真相的时候了 It's time you tell the truth about the murders.
班已经不是个小孩了 Ben was no babe in the woods.
和魔鬼打交道迟早要付出代价的 You hang with the devil and sooner or later you're going to have to pay.
和魔鬼打交道迟早要付出代价的
我一看到他和那个该死的印第安人在一起就该知道了 I should have known it, as soon as I saw him with that goddamn Injun.
谁？ 崔·提帕诺 -Who? -Trey Teepano.
你知道吗 You know what...
人们不在乎那晚到底发生了什么事 People don't know shit about what really happened that night.
有人用钱了结这件事，是吧？ Who ended up with the money, huh?
那肯定不是我 'Cause it sure as hell wasn't me.
你知道我们没钱 你妈妈有钱 -You know we had no money. -Your mom had money.
你那婊子妈妈 Your queen bitch mom!
帕蒂寿险的钱呢，嗯？ What happened to Patty's life insurance money, huh?
因为我没拿到 Because I sure as shit didn't get it.
你知道它给了戴安娜 她用它来保护班 You know it went to Diane. She used it to defend Ben.
我在该农场工作这么久连一毛钱到没拿到！ I worked years on that farm and I never received a dime!
那婊子还跟我要赡养费！ That bitch even asked me for alimony!
所以发生了什么事？嗯？ Is that what happened? Hmm?
那天晚上你去那里，跟她要钱？ You go there that night, ask her for money?
那天晚上你去那里，跟她要钱？
进去吵架 Get in a fight.
我试着告诉你 What I'm trying to tell you
崔是开赌场的，他要钱 is that Trey was a bookie who needed to get paid.
什么，你欠他的钱？ And what, you owed him money?
不不不 你什么都想要免费的 No, no, no. You want everything for free.
你写了那本书 你写了一本书，对吧？ And you wrote that book. You wrote a book, right?
所以，你已经拿到钱了！ So you have got money!
所以，你已经拿到钱了！
我没有… 你拿了钱！ -I haven't got... -You've got money.
你他妈的放开我 Get your fucking hands off me!
他妈的！ Fuck!
你怕我吗？ Are you scared of me?
你那天晚上在那儿，朗纳？ Where were you that night, Runner?
我什么都不记得 I don't remember a thing.
嘿，他们有找到狄尔札吗？ Hey, did they ever find Diadra?
你是说狄翁札？ You mean Diondra?
我一直在想他们是不是当晚就杀了她 I always wondered if they killed her that night.
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
他们不就是这样做的？ That's what they do, don't they?
他们不就是这样做的？
魔鬼崇拜者？ Devil worshipers?
他们杀死孕妇和她们的婴儿 They kill pregnant ladies and their babies.
You are. You are.
嘿，朗纳 Hey, Runner.
过来 Come here.
我没钱，兄弟。 我已经四处筹钱了 I don't have it, man. I tried to scrape it together.
我真的做了，但就是没钱 I did, but I just don't.
嘿，亲爱的 来打个招呼？ Hey, honey. You gonna say hi to me?
哦，狄翁札 Oh, Diondra.
我真的很健忘 I must be oblivious here,
我喝到成了斗鸡眼，因为我很担心这种情况 I'm drinking myself cross-eyed because I'm so worried about this situation.
我不懂，朗纳 See, I don't get it Runner.
你说你一毛钱也没有 You say you don't have any money,
但你几周前有一大堆烟草 but you had that giant stack of weed just a few weeks ago.
我没跟你收钱 I didn't charge you nothin'.
因为你欠我的 Because you owe me!
你们爱赌博，但永远都不想付钱 You guys love to gamble, but you never want to pay!
我觉得这太夸张了，崔 I'd say that's an exaggeration, Trey.
我知道某个人需要钱 I know someone else who needs money.
上帝 God.
瞧瞧你的黑发 Look at this black hair you have.
我不知道你认识崔 你欠他钱？ I didn't know you knew Trey. You owe him money?
我不知道你认识崔 你欠他钱？
不，我什么都没欠他 No, I don't owe him anything.
他要钱给他的女孩 明天晚上 - He wants money for his girl. - Tomorrow night.
这里。帮帮忙，朗纳 不然你会断手断脚 Here. Or so help me, Runner, I will hurt you.
嘿，我想告诉你一件事 Hey, I want to tell you something.
嘿，我想告诉你一件事
什么？ What?
狄翁札…她… I got Diondra... She's...
我让她怀孕了 我们要有小孩了 I got her pregnant. We're having a baby.
确定那是你的孩子 Make sure it's yours.
好吧。因为我怀疑不是 Okay. 'Cause I doubt it is.
你看 Look...
为什么像她这样富有的荡妇 Why would a rich slut like her
会跟你这样的输家混在一起 hang around a loser like you?
想想吧 Think about it.
你还好吗，宝贝？ You okay, baby?
应该有人他妈的死去 Someone should fucking die.
你有什么？ You got anything?
在手套箱 In the glove compartment.
那是什么东西？ --What is that stuff?
魔鬼高峰。试过吗？ Devil's rush. Ever had it?
来吧 Come on.
不，老兄。我不要它 No, man. I don't need it.
你会需要它，尝尝。 也许待会儿你就转大人了？ You're gonna need it, do it. Maybe later you become a man?
有可能 Maybe.
来吧，宝贝。加油 Come on, baby. Come on.
是啊！ Yeah!
不，我要斧头！ No, I want the axe!
太重你拿不动 Too heavy for you.
它很锐利 别受伤 It's sharp, so don't fuck around.
撒旦 献上我们的祭品 To Satan, we bring our sacrifices.
我们带来痛苦，流血，恐惧 - We bring pain, blood, fear...
愤怒 Rage.
人类生活的基础 Basis of human life.
在你的力量中，我们变得更加强大 In your power, we become more powerful.
那只！ That one!
在您的愉悦里，我们变得喜悦。 In your exaltation, we become exalted.
我们今晚将让你的宝宝成为战士，迪欧！ We're going to make your baby a fucking warrior tonight, Dio!
来吧，宝贝！ Come on, baby!
你不能只是他妈的站在那儿 这是让你大开杀戒的时候 You can't just fucking stand there, it's time to get your kill!
你不能只是他妈的站在那儿 这是让你大开杀戒的时候
这是你的机会，老兄 像个男人 This is your chance, dude. Be a man!
我以前跟你一样 I used to be like you.
我不想再像以前一样 I don't ever want to go back there again!
我不想再像以前一样
别怕，小男孩 你的下半辈子！ Don't be a scared, dickless boy the rest of your life!
你不厌烦一直在害怕中吗，蛤？ Aren't you tired of being scared? Huh?
你不厌烦一直在害怕中吗，蛤？
加油！ Come on!
你相信朗纳而不是我 我谁都不信 -You trust Runner over me? -I don't trust anyone.
多少钱？他们付你多少钱？ How much? How much money are they paying you?
我不知道你在说什么 I don't know what you're talking about.
什么，你以为我不知道吗？ What, you thought I didn't know about that?
是啊，我拿了酬劳 Yeah, I got paid.
已经不是那个问题了 It's not about that anymore.
重点是，什么是真相？ What is it about, the truth?
听着，你没办法得知真相 Listen, there's no way you can win this.
如果我告诉你，我是无辜的 那意味着你毁了我的生活，妹妹 If I tell you I'm innocent, that means you ruined my life, sister.
如果我告诉你，我有罪 And if I tell you I'm guilty,
嗯，这不会使你现在感觉好多了 well, that doesn't make you feel much better now...
狄翁札在那？ 哦，算了。 -Where's Diondra? -Oh, let it go. I have.
你怎么对待小孩的，班？ What'd you do with the baby, Ben?
什么小孩？ What baby?
你要继续唬哢我吗？ Are you going to keep bullshitting me?
算了吧，莉比 Let it go, Libby.
那崔·提帕诺呢？ What about Trey Teepano?
他在证人席上说他该说的 He said what he had to say on the witness stand.
他在证人席上说他该说的
太容易了 That's too easy.
听我说 今天，我可以原谅你过去的谎言 You listen to me. Today, I can forgive your past lie.
对一个被混淆的孩子来说 For being confused as a kid.
但是，他妈的 你现在已经长大了 But god damn it, you're a grown up now.
你真的认为我们会做这样的事情？ Do you really think that our blood could do something like that?
我完全相信，我们可以做这样的事情 I totally believe our blood could do something like that.
我已经被人们打的屁滚尿流，班 I've beaten the shit out of people, Ben.
I've busted in doors and windows, I've killed things! I've busted in doors and windows, I've killed things!
有一半的时间我羞于见人，紧握拳头 Half the time I look down and my hands are in fists.
有一半的时间我羞于见人，紧握拳头
你真的相信我们那么坏？ Do you really believe we're that bad?
没错 I do.
即使有妈妈的血液 Even with Mom's blood.
即使有 Even with.
即使有
那么，我为你难过 小姑娘 Then I'm sad for you, little girl.
去你妈的 Go fuck yourself!
这样很好玩吗？ 不，很讽刺 -Is that funny to you? -No. It's ironic.
什么？ What?
你像我一样被囚禁着 You're just as imprisoned as I am.
没事，亲爱的 It's okay, sweetie.
不，不对。我要班回来 No, it's not. I want Ben back.
为什么我们找不到他？ 是他的头发给他惹来麻烦吗？ Why can't we find him? Is he in trouble because of his hair?
不，是因为性 学校里每个人都知道 No, it's because of sex. Everyone at school knows.
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
班是你的哥哥，别说你哥哥的坏话 Ben is your brother, you don't talk hateful about your brother.
但是，妈妈，我不喜欢班！ 他是坏蛋… But Mom, I don't like Ben! He's bad...
他做了坏事！ He does bad things!
他曾经用奇怪的方式， 或是非哥哥的方式碰你？ Has he ever touched you in a strange way or an unbrotherly way?
他只有推我或是拉我的时候才会碰我 The only time he touches me is when he's pushing me or pulling my hair.
妈妈，他是个怪胎！ Mom, he's a freak!
这令人尴尬 只要进去他的房间 It's embarrassing, just go in his room,
他有各种奇奇怪怪的东西 he's got all sorts of weird stuff.
他有各种奇奇怪怪的东西
你去窥探他的房间？ You snooped in his room?
您好？ 帕蒂？ - Hello? - Patty?
这是约瑟夫，FHA(联邦住房管理局)的人员 It's Joseph, from the FHA.
约瑟夫，我筹不到钱 我今天受够了 Joseph, I can't find the money. I've had a rough day.
是的，我听说班的事了 Yes, I heard about Ben.
我之前没打电话给你 但我现在该说了：帕蒂，我相信你 I wasn't going to phone you. But how should I say this. Patty, I trust you.
我为你祈祷。我大概有个办法可以解决你的问题 I pray for you. I may have a solution to your problem.
我以为我们已经走投无路了 I thought we were out of options.
不完全是 Not entirely.
是啊 莉比，莉比 - Yeah. - Libby, Libby.
我们找到了 狄翁札·苏·维茨纳 We found Diondra Sue Wertzner.
1968年3月28日出生 Born on March 28th, 1968.
官方报告说在1985年10月19日失踪 再也没出现 Was officially reported missing on October 19th, 1985, and has never been found.
那意味着什么？ 她死了吗？ So what the fuck does that mean? She's dead?
我不知道，我们不确定 班有告诉你什么吗？ I don't know, we can't be sure. But did Ben tell you anything?
我不知道，我们不确定 班有告诉你什么吗？
等一下 Hang on.
嘿，告诉过你，我会还你的 Hey, told you I'd pay you back.
当我在纸上看到你的名字 When I saw your name on that note...
我应该立刻认出你的 I should have recognized you right away,
我还挺注意你的事 but I kinda followed your story,
但它已过了很长的一段时间 but it's been such a long time ago.
你想要什么 What do you want?
你不是来让我好过的吧，是吗？ You're not gonna make this easy for me, are you?
很公平 Fair enough.
我是一个漂亮的女孩 I was a pretty girl.
我在学校很好 而班… I was good in school, and Ben...
他在当义工 He did volunteer work.
他上绘画课 He gave drawing lessons.
我迷恋上了他 I had a big crush on him.
我们开始在一起闲逛瞎混 We started hanging out together.
我知道我们都是孩子 但他年纪够大 I know we were both kids, but he was old enough.
稍微鼓舞了我 To not have encouraged me.
这是我长大的第一个吻 It was my first big grown-up kiss.
它只持续了约一秒钟 It only lasted about a second.
事后，当然，他告诉我说 我们不应该再这样做 And afterwards, of course, he told me that we should never do it again,
因为这是错的 'cause it was wrong.
但他一直写条子给我 But he kept writing me notes.
但他拒绝花任何时间陪我 But he refused to spend any more time with me.
我气坏了 - And I was furious.
然后，大约一个星期后 我去了一个睡衣派对 Then, about a week later I went to a slumber party
我告诉所有女孩 关于我高中的男朋友的事 and I told all the girls about my high school boyfriend.
全因自尊心。我杜撰了我们做的事 All proud. And I made up things that we did.
从那天起就像是滚雪球一样 And from there it just snowballed.
我们编出这整个虚构的世界 We made up this whole imaginary world,
班是一个魔鬼崇拜者 where Ben was a devil worshiper.
这样的故事 当我们还是孩子时，每天在新闻看到 Kind of stories we saw on the news every day when we were kids.
夫人 Ma'am.
你的儿子即将被捕，我知道原因 Your son is about to be arrested, and I know what for.
明年你将需要一些钱 In this next year you will need some money
这样可以继续抚养你的孩子 so you can keep your children at home.
你会需要一个好律师 And you will need a good lawyer.
你会需要一个好律师
因为你不要你的儿子 贴着成儿童性骚扰的标签入狱 'Cause you don't want your son going to prison labeled a child molester.
你可以帮什么？ What do you have to offer?
我曾经是一个农夫 Now I myself was once a farmer.
我爸，我爸的爸爸 My dad before me and his dad before him.
但是，我们这些农夫 我们被欺骗 But we farmers, we'd been swindled.
他们说“沿着篱笆一直种过去” "Plant fence post to fence post," they said.
“哦，那就买更多的土地” "Oh, and then buy more land, because,
“好了，他们没办法做更多” "well, they ain't making any more of it."
“好了，他们没办法做更多”
然后，哎呦, “我们很抱歉，我们给你一些不好的建议” Then, whoops. "We're sorry, we gave you some bad advice.
“我们要接收你的农场” "We'll just take your farm."
这与我的儿子有什么关系？ What does this have to do with my son?
夫人 Ma'am.
我不是商人 而且我不是法官 I'm no businessman. And I'm no judge.
我当然不是政治家 I'm certainly no politician.
但是，如果你够勇敢 But if you're brave enough.
我给你一个真正的机会 帮助你的家人 I'll give you a real chance to help your family.
你的哥哥需要你，莉比 Your brother needs you, Libby.
他不需要 他一直很清楚这一点 He doesn't, and he's been pretty clear about that.
现在你已经找到这案子所有的矛盾 Now that you've explored the case with all its inconsistencies,
难道你不认为班 值得一个新的、公正的审判？ don't you think that Ben deserves a new, fair trial?
基于什么证据？ 什么是我们确定的？ Based on what evidence? What do we know for sure?
他为狄翁札说谎。为什么？ He's lying about Diondra. Why?
每个人都是骗子 我骗你来KC But, everybody's a liar. I lied to get you to KC.
当你说你那天看到发生的事时 你在说谎 You lied when you said you saw what happened that day,
它不会让我们变成杀人犯 it doesn't make us murderers.
它不会让我们变成杀人犯
是什么让你这么肯定我说谎？ What makes you so sure I lied?
你为什么这么迷恋这个案件？ Why are you so obsessed with this case?
它甚至不是你的事 它是我的 It's not even your story, it's mine.
这是一个令人着迷的谜 一个有很多不同理论的疑案 It's a fascinating puzzle, a mystery with lots of different theories.
最重要的是，有你、班和克瑞丝 Most of all, there's you and Ben and Krissi.
事件开始的孩子变得更为重要 并有重大的影响 Kids who started events that became bigger than them and had major repercussions.
我迷上了这一点 为什么？ -I'm fascinated by that. -Why?
你听说过1999年靠近圣贝纳迪诺的那些野火？ You ever heard about those wildfires near San Bernardino in 1999?
他们大概摧毁了80个家庭，约90000英亩土地 They destroyed, like, 80 homes and about 90,000 acres?
我不知道，好像加州一直在燃烧着 I don't know, seems like California is always burning.
我就是那个放火的小孩 I was the kid who set that fire.
那么你不是应该成为一名消防队员或什么的 Then shouldn't you have become a firefighter or something,
来克服你的创伤呀？ overcome your trauma that way?
那么，你呢？ So, did you?
我什么？ Did I what?
你那一天在法庭上说谎？ Did you lie that day in court?
您好！ Hello!
您好？ Hello?
我能帮你吗？ 嘿 -Can I help you? -Hey.
我能帮你吗？ 嘿
我们正在寻找崔·提帕诺 We're looking for Trey Teepano.
我们正在寻找崔·提帕诺
我就是 That'd be me.
想和你谈谈班·戴 我的哥哥 Want to talk to you about Ben Day. My brother.
想和你谈谈班·戴 我的哥哥
你是唯一活着的，呃？黛比？ You're the one who lived, huh? Debbie?
莉比 Libby.
你记得朗纳·戴？ You remember Runner Day?
他说，你是个赌徒或什么的，当时 He said you were a bookie or something, back then.
他说，你是个赌徒或什么的，当时
是啊，朗纳欠我很多钱 Yeah. Runner owed me a lot of money.
现在还是，我想，呃 Still does, I guess, huh.
这并不意味着我知道你家 那晚发生的事 It doesn't mean I know what happened in your house that night.
你也是崇拜魔鬼？ You were into devil worshiping?
你也是崇拜魔鬼？
我现在洗心革面了 我是一个敬畏神的印度人 I'm reformed now. I'm a good God-fearin' Indian.
你记得狄翁札·维茨纳？ You remember Diondra Wertzner?
你的哥哥 Your brother.
你哥哥为那个女孩疯狂 Your brother was crazy about that girl.
你哥哥为那个女孩疯狂
父母忽略了她，所以她总是编织各种剧码 Parents neglected her, so she was always creating drama.
她会逃家，回家 She'd run away, come back home.
完全像肥皂剧 Total soap opera.
这一次，我想，她永永远远的消失了，是吧？ This time, I guess, she just ran away for good, huh?
她被列为失踪人口25年 She's been listed as a missing person for 25 years.
是啊，她是其中之一的女孩 Yeah, she was one of them girls
永远想成为别人 who was always trying to be someone else.
她一天用英语口音说话 隔天它换南方口音 She'd talk in an English accent one day and next day it'd be Southern.
她也喜欢用她的色情名字 She liked to use her porn name, too.
她从事色情？ 不 -She did porn? -No.
它是个游戏 你童年宠物的名字？ It was that game. What was the name of your childhood pet?
And what was the name of the street you grew up on?
葛雷西 And what was the name of the street you grew up on?
你长大的街道名称？ And what was the name of the street you grew up on?
农村2路 Rural Route 2.
嗯，不是这样玩的 Well, that's not going to work.
它应该听起来很放荡 It's supposed to sound slutty.
你知道，像小鹿斑比 狄翁札用… You know, like Bambi Evergreen. What was Diondra's...
嗯，像波莉之类的 It was, uh, Polly something...
波莉·帕姆 Polly Palm.
你哥哥手臂上刺青的名字？ What was the name your brother had tattooed on his arm?
哦，我的天！ 是波莉，对不对？ -Oh, my God! -It was Polly, right?
我找到她了 波莉帕姆在密苏里州的卡尼 I got her. Polly Palm in Kearney, Missouri.
全国唯一的一个 The only one listed in the whole country
在士里夫波特的一个钉子精品店 apart for a nail boutique in Shreveport.
在士里夫波特的一个钉子精品店
像我一样，张开双臂，我告诉你 Something like me, with open arms, I tell you...
我不舒服。我得吃点什么。 I don't feel good. I think I need something to eat.
什么？ What?
你被搞了 You're fucked.
嘿，迪欧，我是梅根 班·戴的事我完全吓坏了 Hey, Dio, it's Megan. I'm totally freaked out about Ben Day.
你听到他骚扰所有女孩？ Did you hear he molested all these girls?
你听到他骚扰所有女孩？
嘿，狄翁札，我是珍妮 我听到警察正在找他 Hey, Diondra, it's Jenny. I hear Ben's running from the cops.
你没跟他在一起吧，是吗？ 请告诉我你没跟他在一起 You're not with him, are you? Please tell me you're not with him.
我想我应该回家了 I guess I should go home.
好吧，什么？ Okay, and what?
当你去坐牢时把我留在这儿？ Leave me here while you go to jail?
当你去坐牢时把我留在这儿？
你要我怎么做？ What do you want me to do?
我们今晚离开小镇 We're leaving town tonight.
我爸妈大约留了200美元 I have like $200 left from my parents.
你那里有多少？ How much do you have at your place?
你那里有多少？
我有点积蓄 I've got some saved up.
我妈，她手边应该有500或600美元 My mom, she's got, like, 500 or 600 lying around.
但我不知道在哪里 But I don't know where.
是啊，好的。 我们会去找找。 Yeah, all right we'll go there. Okay.
是啊，好的。 我们会去找找。
如果外面没警车就进去 If we don't see a cop car outside, we'll go inside,
拿到现金，打包行李 we'll get the cash, we'll pack a bag
我们就离开这里，好吗？ and we'll get the fuck out of here, okay?
然后呢？你脑袋有洞是不是？ Then what? What fucking planet are you on?
你确定孩子是我的吗？ Are you even sure this kid's mine?
你确定孩子是我的吗？
你怎能这样！ How dare you!
班 Ben.
班，亲爱的，我爱你 Ben, baby, I love you, you know.
我向上帝发誓这孩子是你的 And I swear to God this child's yours.
我向上帝发誓，但你得把我弄离开这儿，好吗？ I swear to God, but you got to get me out of town, okay?
我们得向西走，否则，你会入狱 And we gotta head west. Otherwise you're in jail.
你入狱的话我爸一定会宰了我的 You're in jail and I'm dead from my daddy.
他会让我生完小孩，然后杀了我 He'll make me have the baby, then he'll kill me.
嗯？ Yeah?
你知道我是谁？ You know who I am?
哇靠！莉比 Holy crap! Libby.
我知道你总有一天会找上门来 I always thought you'd find me someday.
聪明的女孩 Smart girl.
待着！ Stay!
所以，真是出乎意料 So, this is out of the blue.
我的意思是，为什么现在来找我？ I mean, why come looking for me now?
我的意思是，为什么现在来找我？
班跟你说了什么吗？ Did Ben say something to you?
不，这就是为什么我在这里 No, that's why I'm here.
所以，你认为一旦你知道了真相 So you think that once you know the truth,
你就会找到平静 you'll find peace?
像是某种修复？ Like, somehow that will fix you?
那晚我与班在一起 I was with Ben that night.
我们要离开镇上 We were going to skip town.
他回家要拿点钱 And he went to his house to get some money.
过了一小时，二小时 An hour goes by, two hours.
最后，我想他临阵脱逃了 Finally, I thought he lost his nerve.
那晚我哭着睡着 Cried myself to sleep that night.
隔天早晨，当我听到谋杀案 In the morning, when I heard about the murders.
收好行囊 给我爸留了一张纸条 Packed my bags, left a note for my father
告诉他我不再是他的小女孩了 telling him I was not his little girl anymore.
永远离开镇上 Skipped town for good.
班没把我的名字供出来 Ben never gave my name to the police.
毕竟这些年来 After all these years.
他保护了我 He protected me.
所以，只有他知道那天晚上发生了什么事 So, no one but him knows what happened that night.
所以，只有他知道那天晚上发生了什么事
我真的认为你可以找到平静 I do think you that you could find this peace
如果你接受这一点 that you're looking for if you accept that.
听我说，我讨厌这样说 Look, I hate to say this,
但无论发生什么 就算我怎么再爱班 but whatever happened, and as much as I loved Ben,
他一定要待在监狱里 he needed to be in that prison.
你哥哥内心中 There was something inside your brother
有些东西对外面的世界来说是不对的 that was not right for the outside world.
你怀孕了 You were pregnant.
孩子怎么了？ What happened to the baby?
我在这里 I'm here.
你在做什么？ 我叫你在车里等着 What are you doing? I told you to wait in the car.
你说了，但… I know you did, but...
亲爱的，我脑袋里一直听到声音 Baby, I'm hearing voices in my head.
嘘，嘘 安静，没事 Shh, Shh. You got to be quiet, okay.
我不想一个人待着 I don't want to be alone.
我知道 I know.
只是药的关系 待会儿药效就过了，没事 It's just the drugs. They'll wear off, okay.
只是药的关系 待会儿药效就过了，没事
我喜欢你的房间 I like your house.
安静 Be quiet.
怎么了？ What's going on?
有人来过我的房间 Somebody's been in my room.
天啊，会不… Oh, God. You don't...
你觉得会不会是警察呢？ You don't think it's the cops, do you?
我不知道 I don't know.
我给你准备了礼物，给小孩的 I got a present for you, for the baby.
你给我的礼物 是啊，但不见了 -You got me a present? -Yeah, but it's not here.
那是谁？ Who is that?
没关系，那是莉比 她要去妈妈的房间 It's okay, it's just Libby, she's going into Mom's room.
比我想的还要少 There's less than I thought.
我他妈的知道是米雪干的 I fucking know it was Michelle.
是米雪偷走了我他妈的礼物 那个多嘴的小贱人 It was Michelle that stole my fucking present, that nosy little bitch.
是米雪偷走了我他妈的礼物 那个多嘴的小贱人
应该不是 This doesn't feel right.
我就知道！我什么都听到了！ I knew it! I heard everything!
过来！ Come here!
滚开 Get out of my way.
你一个字都不准说 你这个小贱人 You don't say another word, you little bitch!
你一个字都不准说 你这个小贱人
停止！停止！ 她什么也不会说 Stop! Stop! She's not gonna say anything.
班，让开 Ben, get off me.
过来 Come here.
狄翁札，停下来！停！ Diondra, stop it! Stop!
迪欧，停。你会吵醒整屋子的人 Dio, stop. You'll wake up the whole fucking house.
如果你觉得我会花一辈子 If you think I'm going to spend my entire fucking life
担心这个小贱人 那你就错了，班！ worrying about this little bitch, you're wrong, Ben!
放开她 迪欧，停止，听我说 Get off of her. Dio, stop. Listen to me.
我们会跟她谈，好吗？ 她会明白的。停止 We'll talk to her, okay? She'll understand. Stop.
我们会跟她谈，好吗？ 她会明白的。停止
班？ Ben?
嘿！没事的。好吗？ Hey! It's okay. Okay?
我从来没想过会见到你 I was never supposed to meet you.
我是一个秘密，你知道的 I'm a secret, you know.
一个秘密爱情的孩子 A secret love child.
是的，宝贝 That's right, baby.
水晶知道整件事 我告诉她一切 Crystal knows the whole story. I tell her everything.
我们是最好的朋友 We're best friends.
我也读了你的书 I read your book, too.
我甚至有本剪贴簿全是你的照片 I even have a little scrapbook of photos of all of you.
从杂志之类的剪下来的 Clipped out of magazines and stuff.
就像一个不真实的家庭相册 It's like a fake family photo album.
我可以叫你莉比阿姨？ Can I call you Aunt Libby?
我知道这其中有很多内容需要理解 I know that this is a lot to take in.
要不要来一杯？ Want a drink?
借用一下洗手间 在楼上 -I need to use your bathroom. -It's just up the stairs.
喂？ 莉比 - Yeah? - Libby.
莉比，我现在知道来龙去脉了 你需要听听这个 Libby, I know the whole story now. You need to hear this.
莉比，我现在知道来龙去脉了 你需要听听这个
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
你在说什么？
你记得杀手俱乐部的理论 You remember the theory the Kill Club had
关于所谓债务天使的连环杀手？ about the serial killer they called the Angel of Debt?
关于所谓债务天使的连环杀手？
嗯？ Yeah?
他们找他， 我的意思是，我们找到他了 They got him, I mean, we got him.
我们一个成员假装是 One of our members posed as a bankrupt
芝加哥郊区破产的对冲基金经理 hedge fund manager in a suburb of Chicago
这家伙卡尔文·迪尔，试图帮助他自杀 and this guy Calvin Diehl, tried to help him stage his death.
迪尔曾经是一个农民 Diehl used to be a farmer
在苏联禁运时被银行夺去一切 who lost everything to the banks in the Soviet embargo.
所以呢？ So what?
从80年代起，他一直在这 He's been at it since the '80s.
把自杀弄成事故或谋杀 Making suicides look like accidents or murders.
你他妈的在说什么？ What the fuck are you talking about?
你他妈的在说什么？
你母亲那晚聘请了他 Your mother had hired him for that night.
你确定吗？ Are you sure?
听着，莱尔 你能来接我吗？ Listen, Lyle, can you come get me?
好的 Okay.
莉比？ 嗯？ Libby? -Yeah?
没事吧？ Is everything okay?
是啊，我很好 只要一下子就好 Yeah, I'm fine. I just need a second.
是啊，我很好 只要一下子就好
抱歉 但我真的要走了 I'm sorry, but I really need to go.
马上出来，好吗？ I'll be out in a second, okay?
他妈的！ Fuck!
莉比？ --Libby?
是啊是啊，我来了 Yeah. Yeah, I'm coming.
你还好吗？ You okay?
是啊，我很好 Yeah, I'm fine.
听着，我要在外面等 我的朋友会来找我 Listen, I'm gonna wait outside, my friend is coming for me.
我真的需要你保持 这个秘密，好吗？ I really need you to keep this a secret, okay? I can't risk it.
我不能冒这个险 I really need you to keep this a secret, okay? I can't risk it.
他们以为我是一个帮凶，你明白吗？ Them thinking I'm an accomplice, you understand?
为什么他们会这么想？ 那天晚上你在那屋里？ Why would they think that? Were you at the house that night?
不！ No!
别担心，一切都会在30秒内结束 Don't worry, it'll all be over in about 30 seconds.
去告诉妈妈 Go tell Mom.
过来！ Come here!
他妈的放了她！ Get the fuck off her!
搞什么鬼？ What the hell?
妈妈，他们伤害米雪！ Mom, they're hurting Michelle!
跑！跑！ Run! Run!
不！不，请不要！ No! No, please don't!
不！ No!
你不是让我这么做吗？ - Why'd you make me do this?
不要做，不！ 计划不是这样 -Don't do it. No! -This wasn't the plan.
不要做，不！ 计划不是这样
他妈的放过她 Get the fuck off of her.
哦，我的天啊！ Oh, my God!
妈妈，我很抱歉。我看到十字架不见了 我慌了 Mom, I'm sorry. I saw the cross was gone and I panicked.
没事的，亲爱的 It's okay, sweetie.
去拿枪 在橱柜里 Go get the gun. It's in the cabinet.
在哪里？我找不到！ Where is it? I can't find it!
在左边的盒子里 - It's in the box on the left side.
我找了，妈，不在那儿 I'm looking there, Mom, it's not there.
好吧，用心点找！ 我在找了！ -Well, look harder! -I am looking!
你对她做了什么？ What did you do to her?
我要打电话报警 等一下，听着 -I'm calling the police. -Wait, listen.
她不会闭嘴，对吧？ She wouldn't shut up, all right?
这是她的错，她不会闭嘴！ It's her fault, she wouldn't shut up!
小家伙在那里？ --Where's the little one?
妈的！莉比！莉比！ Oh, shit! Libby! Libby!
应该在这里！ It's gotta be in here!
我知道它在这里！ I know it's here!
别对我吼！ Stop yelling at me!
在这堆垃圾里我怎么找的到东西？ How am I supposed to find anything in this crap?
在这堆垃圾里我怎么找的到东西？
我找到了，在那里 好，子弹呢？ -I see it, it's right there. -Okay, where are the bullets?
子弹在哪里？ Where are the bullets?
不，已经上膛了，可以用了！ No, it's loaded, it's fine!
妈！妈！ Mom! Mom!
莉比？ Libby?
他妈的 Fuck.
嘿，嘿！让我来！让我来！ Hey, hey! Let me do it! Let me do it!
嘿，嘿！让我来！让我来！
贱人堵住了门口！ Bitch blocked the door!
基督！ Christ!
你挤得过去吗？ Can you squeeze through?
哦，天啊！她出去了！ 抓住枪！ -Oh, my God! She got out! -Grab the gun!
哦，天啊！她出去了！ 抓住枪！
该死的！ Damn it!
莉比！莉比！ Libby! Libby!
班，如果她看到什么 我们就麻烦了！班，亲爱的… Ben, if she saw something, we got a problem! Ben, baby...
什么？ 你不觉得这是个巧合吗 -What? -Don't you see how this isn't a coincidence?
我们需要钱，我们做了仪式 然后，碰！ We need money, then we do the ritual and then, pow!
有人杀了你全家 Someone kills your entire family!
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
你继承了你妈妈的保险！ You inherit all your mom's life insurance!
无论你想做什么，亲爱的 你想要去加州 Whatever you want to do, baby, you want to go to California,
想住在沙滩上 我们都能做到！在一起！ you want to live on the beach, we can do it! Together!
如果你要我做的话 我可以处理她 If you want me to, I can take care of her myself.
不，我来 No, I'll get her.
妈妈，我们找不到她 她现在可能在任何地方 Mom, we're not going to find her. She could be anywhere by now.
她不可能跑太远 She can't be far.
她的朋友要来了 如果他叫警察的话怎么办？我们该走了 Her friend is coming. What if he called the cops? We have to go.
如果他们找到我们的话会怎样？ What if they find us?
莉比？待着别动 亲爱的，留在那儿 Libby? Stay where you are, sweetheart, okay. Stay there.
莉比！ Libby!
我爱你，莉比 I love you, Libby.
我爱你，瓢虫 I love you, ladybug.
永远也不要忘记这一点 Don't you ever forget that.
莉比！ Libby!
莉比，你还好吗？发生了什么？ Libby, you okay? What happened?
他们在哪里？ Where are they?
我检查过房子，这里没有人 There's no one here, I checked the house.
我检查过房子，这里没有人
没关系。一切都没事 It's okay. Everything's okay.
狄翁札·维茨纳， 也被称为波莉·帕姆 Diondra Wertzner, also known as Polly Palm
昨晚在德州阿马里洛被捕 was arrested last night in Amarillo, Texas.
这是1985年堪萨斯州大草原大屠杀案的最新发展 This is the latest development in the 1985 Kansas Prairie Massacre case.
维茨纳女士因谋杀米雪·戴被通缉 Ms. Wertzner was wanted in relation to the murder of Michelle Day
为此班·戴，她的哥哥 for which Ben Day, her brother,
在过去的28年一直待在监狱里 has been in prison for the last 28 years.
她否认有任何牵连 而DNA分析尚未确定 She denies any involvement while DNA analysis is pending.
今早宣布班·戴 But it was announced this morning that Ben Day
不久后将被释放 will be released from prison shortly.
他们的女儿 水晶，仍然在逃 Their daughter, Crystal, is still at large.
在此提醒您，此重大案件的最新转折 As a reminder, this is the latest twist in a larger case,
是那个连环杀手卡尔文·迪尔 that of serial killer Calvin Diehl,
又名债务天使的杀害了 aka the Angel of Debt who has killed,
或如他所声称的“帮助有尊严的死去” or as he claims, "Helped to die in dignity,"
自80年代起有50余人 more than 50 people since the early 1980s.
他有每一个受害者的签名 他称为 He had each of his victims sign what he termed
“杀人许可”的表格 a "permission to kill" form
附在信上给亲人 along with a letter to loved ones.
亲爱的班，米雪 莉比和黛比 Dear Ben, Michelle, Libby and Debby.
我想你们不会收到这封信 I don't think this letter will ever reach you.
不过迪尔先生说他会暂时替我保管 But Mr. Diehl said he'd hold it for me.
我想这让我好过些 And I guess that gives me some comfort.
你的祖父母总是告诉我说 “做一个有用的生命” Your grandparents always told me, "Make a useful life."
我想我并没有做到 但我可以做一个有用的死亡 I don't think I've really done that, but I can make a useful death.
我的生活碰到了这么多的事故 My life has been determined so much by accidents.
现在看来不错 故意的事故 It seems nice now that an accident on purpose
又让事情回到正确的方向 will make things right again.
我希望大家原谅我 I hope you all forgive me.
自己保重 Take care of yourselves.
我知道黛安会保护你们的权利 I know Diane will do right by you.
我只是难过我看不到 I'm only sad I won't get to see
你们将成为多棒的人 the wonderful people you've become.
虽然我并不需要 Although I don't need to.
我确定是为我的孩子们这样做 That's how sure I am of my kids.
狄翁札总是相信你会找到她 她确信这一点 Diondra was always sure you'd find her. She was sure of it.
狄翁札总是相信你会找到她 她确信这一点
我想她是对的 Guess she was right.
所以，你见过我的女儿 So you met my daughter.
嗯，嗯 Mmm-hmm.
我听到了不同的事情 她… I've heard different things. Is she...
她像狄翁札？ 她坏吗？ Is she like Diondra? Is she bad?
我不知道 I don't know.
一个少女如何应付真相 How does a girl deal with the fact
她知道她的妈妈是凶手？ that she knows her mother is a murderer?
她知道她的妈妈是凶手？
她不会消失很久 我能找到她 She can't disappear for long, I can find her.
因为我她不会入狱 She's not going to go to jail because of me.
你真的要放过她？ You'd really give her a pass?
我知道有些人 I know a little bit about people
想试着把事情做好却完全搞砸了 trying to do the right thing and completely fucking up.
你是说我还是妈妈？ Are you talking about me or Mom?
我在说我 I'm talking about me.
你几乎没谈及我们任一个 You could've been talking about any of us.
你几乎没谈及我们任一个
28年来我一直闭上嘴，独自忍受 28 years I've been shutting up and taking it.
28年来我一直保护一个没见过面的小孩 28 years I've been protecting a kid that I never met.
让杀你妹妹的人逍遥法外？ By leaving her with your sister's murderer?
我从来没有说过我做了正确的事情 I never said I did the right thing,
但我做了一个选择 我不得不忍受它 but I made a choice and I had to live with it.
是啊，我也不得不忍受 Yeah, I had to live with it, too.
但我希望有一些东西可以让它更好 But I do wish there was something I could say to make it better.
没有什么可说的 There's nothing left to say.
你撒了谎。我撒了谎 You lied. I lied.
我们扯平了 We're even.
那我们呢？ What about us?
你不认识我，班 You don't know me, Ben.
你以为你知道的，但你不知道 You think you do, but you don't.
就像我不认识你 Just like I don't know you.
或妈妈，或黛比，还是米雪 Or Mom. Or Debby, or Michelle.
无论记忆中我有什么美好的 Whatever sliver of a memory I had of them
随着那晚他们的死也跟着逝去了 died with them that night.
我很生你的气 I'm so angry at you.
但你还是我的兄弟 But you're still my brother.
你还是我的亲人 You're still my blood.
我不会让那晚发生的事 再来压迫我的生活 I won't let what happened that night, drive my life anymore.
我只想过正常生活 I just want to be normal.
对不起 对不起，莉比，对不起 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Libby. I'm sorry.
你知道你说的那匹马，耶鲁？ You know that horse you were talking about, Yellow?
是啊，它怎么样？ Yeah, what about him?
我不懂 I don't get it.
为什么是“耶鲁”(黄色)？ Why Yellow?
我不知道。妈妈取的 I don't know. Mom named him.
它不像是黄色或其他的 It's not like he was a yellow horse or anything.
我猜她有许多秘密，是吧？ I guess she'll keep that secret with her, huh?
有许多其他的故事，莉比 There's a lot of other stories, Libby.
美丽的事 并不全是坏的 Beautiful ones. Wasn't all bad, you know.
我没有直接上高速公路 I didn't get straight on the highway.
而是慢慢地开到曾属于我们的农场 But slowly drove to where our farm had once been.
那个不安全的地方 依然屹立不摇 Still standing. That unsafe place.
这一大片的空间 是我母亲拼命所换来的 That blanked-out space where my mother so desperately invited death.
或许班是对的 Maybe Ben was right.
并不全都是坏事 It wasn't all bad.
班在狱中学到了我来没学到的东西 Ben learned something in his prison that I never learned in mine.
宽恕 Forgiveness.
我的妈妈告诉我们 做一个有用的生命 My mom told us to make a useful life.
没啥重要 Nothing big.
没啥宏伟 Nothing grand.
只是一个开始 Just a start.
最后 一个开始 Finally, a start.
翻译：Chungching Hsu